Dust the Cobwebs


I have been away for so long…

No excuses, just thankful that I can be back here.

Thankful for the journey of Life and most especially the current phase I’m in.

I only ask myself one question in such times “why do you need to be at level 0 before you realise you’ve been all wrong?” I see the warning signs, I hear the crashing winds, I feel the knots tie up in the pit of my stomach, I know the restlessness of my spirit. I know the signs…

Yet, I wait till I’m all broken, ashamed, weary, troubled, confused till I take steps.

I always blame Life, today I take the blame. Lately I see that I step up and take responsibility. Even when I know it wasn’t mine, I still plunge ahead and own it.

I Life happened! I watched my life happen as I watched from the rear view mirror. I should have sat at the passenger seat and let God do the driving, yet I thought I had a clearer view. After all this was my life (or so I thought). Maybe my will, but definitely not my life I came to realise.

I am back… I have been spurred to action. I am now sitting pretty in the passenger seat and letting Him do all the driving.

I will not fall asleep though, I would just engage Him in enough conversation to make the journey more fulfilling.

Here I sit. I’ll let Him drive.

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~ by crystalclearwords on September 3, 2011.

5 Responses to “Dust the Cobwebs”

  1. What can I say twinnie, as usual we be on the same page… Better to be prodigal than be stubborn. One returns, the other locks his heart for good. *hugs*

  2. Always at the same place…. Chances are…. Refer to the next post!

  3. […] your usual post or rant, just airing my feelings, maybe yours too. Thanks OhJ and Twinnie… Sometimes reading stuff pushes you to make that move… Dearest Kiah, I still dey wait […]

  4. Amen!! Jesus, take the wheel! (That is one song I love a lot) and it came to my mind as I read your post.

  5. […] your usual post or rant, just airing my feelings, maybe yours too. Thanks OhJ and Twinnie… Sometimes reading stuff pushes you to make that move… Dearest Kiah, I still dey wait […]

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